Happiness is a warm gun

Doesn't it suck that you love a movie so much and can't watch it anymore... The pain, the memories it brings back... It's just too much for me to take. It was really unexpected tonight. I didn't see this coming... I was actually really happy to see this movie was on and started watching it randomly. Until the songs started to get to me. And the tears filled my eyes, they flowed down my face like the bleeding strawberries in the movie. I didn't see this coming... The flashbacks, the regrets, the souvenirs, the lyrics which I can relate to so bad. Too much. It hurts. Will it ever stop? How long will this take? Will it ever stop.....